Waiting

The weeks have grown a little tougher, not feeling totally great, which make the waiting for biopsy results more challenging. Have tried to remain faithful and have patience, but have become incredibly and increasingly irritable at times.

Today I was reminded that it's ok to expect God to make your miracles happen. So I boldly ask / say, without withholding at all, that I expect God to make this muscle biopsy + for something, anything that wraps up these past 4 years, that the search will be over and the diagnosis very clear. That there is no more guessing and only a concrete + pathology result that leads to peace of mind that we have found the exact problem.

As I boldly ask God, I humbly ask others to pray for this personal miracle. Seems so twisted to ask for an illness, I know, however, the illness is there - just so desperately need to know what it is and the future it holds, not just for me, but for my family, friends, doctors and everyone that has been involved.

We are facing other challenges that continue to develop and the plan of action is unclear. As soon as results are known, I will for sure post.

Thanks to you all for your inquires :)